Okay, a lot emotional.
Kind of like a fire hydrant sprang open in my eyeballs, and the firemen are taking a LONG LONG time to come by with that giant wrench thing.
Well, tomorrow that's either going to get a lot better... or a lot worse.
I FINALLY got a positive OPK test (that's ovulation predictor kit, for those of you not up on your fertility abbreviations), so I'm going to the doctor in the morning. Where I will hopefully get some idea of what the next month is going to look like. She may not be able to see how many follicles are developing yet, but at least I'll be starting some drugs to hopefully make me produce more follicles, and we'll take it from there.
At least it's SOMETHING. Step One. That's all I need right now.