It's a tough thing, because if I have enough follicles to make it worthwhile... I kinda have to go for it.
But if I actually got pregnant, and if the pregnancy stuck, I'd be having a baby at the absolute worst time, career-wise... but that's only if (BIG if) everything goes perfectly, career-wise, for the next ten months.
It's a conundrum. What are the odds of everything going perfectly both in my personal and my professional life... ever? But at the same time? And how ironic that if everything DID go perfectly, it could be a total disaster.
I could wait a couple months... but I'M SO OLD!
I just want the answer to be clear. Either too few follicles to bother with IVF... or a LOT of follicles so I have to jump, concerns be damned.
When will things be simple?